Catch your eye

These days I feel mad at the world, because the world is not faire.., but actually I have noticed that at the end I do not get mad at those who are responsables...
Lately I noticed that i just get mad at some people.. i do not know the reason, is just a feeling not a thougt... is like a chemistry thing that i cannot control.
I notice also that some times I feel like I want you out of my life, I just want to say good by... and some times I'll love to stay longer..
Sometimes I find people that I do not like or do not agree with them, its like stupid... but sometimes we meet people that it is not possible to support... but by chance, some times it is possible to see their feelings, they also have feelings, they also can suffer and then I just can sympatice them.
Some times I can see, when somebody do not fit with me, and I can not hold it.. I need to play that stupid game..

<<It takes just a minut for someone to catch your eye,
un hour to take you fancy
and a day to steal your hurt.
But it takes a life time to forget...>>

I say that is not easy to love someone,
but to forget is even more difficult..
for sure, we forget...
easier than we thougt
as every thing is so ephemeral
every thing is relative...

Some times I think about those who have pass throw my live..
some of them I thougt that they hurted me, at the end actually they have not.. ( because they never got to be in my life)
I hurt also some of them.. and Im sure some of them realiced that they never loved me..
I'm sure that some time we look for something in every one..., sometimes we get it, some times not, and some times realice that that is not love...
Some times we prefer to steel thinking that it was love, to not hurt ourselves, to not think no, i'm not so selfish.. the truth is that all of us, we are selfish, all of us, we need to be loved and love...
But I think that some of us just can love that that we do not own, that that is difficult to have.. that that maybe we wont have... we just love it because is free.

when I can have what ever, then I just thing , do I really want this?
Do I deserve more?
Yeah, I can get better...